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went to see adams band practice because cool shoes cody couldn't come. o well they are really good though it was fun. i haven't updated in awhile so in the past few caseys been over um 3 timesi think and i went to amandas 'rockin' party.ive had fun but a certain someone has got me sickened so im not to great. i would have bled orally if i would have went and did my screaming routine yesterday but lucky me im getting better.not much more to type but something i typoed tonight..not finished yet ut hey
In. your. Dying. Memory
I cast my hands towards you
This is the first time you have held me
And I’ve braced you back
It was uneven before
Giving away emotions
Just to be compromised
By haste and desperation
You’ve evolved in my hands
Fast enough to realize
Slow enough to let me know
When you died
I’m still here
Still holding
A feeling that’s dead
Still scratching away
With veins that don’t bleed red
Still here
Abandoned
With memory’s
that never ended themselves
........to be finished
In. your. Dying. Memory
I cast my hands towards you
This is the first time you have held me
And I’ve braced you back
It was uneven before
Giving away emotions
Just to be compromised
By haste and desperation
You’ve evolved in my hands
Fast enough to realize
Slow enough to let me know
When you died
I’m still here
Still holding
A feeling that’s dead
Still scratching away
With veins that don’t bleed red
Still here
Abandoned
With memory’s
that never ended themselves
........to be finished