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yeah hi. my weekend has been alright. larissa (jesse's little sister) is up from south carolina, so i hung out with her on friday night. we went to the 99 for some food then to the mall, then tried to stalk jeremy because she's in love with him. we were unsuccessful, thank goodness. poor jeremy.
saturday brandon came over at like 1, and we went and got some breakfast from the coffee shop and then went to his house and watched Star Wars Episode V with his little brothers. it was cute, they kept asking me questions about it and brandon kept telling them to be quiet. they're adorable. i thin they're ages 7 and 9.
ingrid is kinda seeing brandons brother eric still. it works out great. perfect double-date.
last night was a pretty late one, we went to eat and then rented the wedding singer and episode VI for star wars, but we only watched the wedding singer. then we just talked and stuff and ended up getting in at like 4. and i got up at 11 today! miraculous. i didnt wanna but i knew if i didnt i wouldnt sleep well tonight. i am so responsible. ick.
oh and i dont know if i trust brandon. like, i don't mean i think he is lying to me or anything. i just dont know if i trust his intentions. he is hard to read. i dont even really know what i mean by that. i dont even have any reason to think him untrustworthy. at all. its just something i'm making up. he was telling me last night that i don't trust people and i am scared of my "feelings". and it kinda made me think. because maybe it is true. i just... eh. i've always been like that, and i let my guard down with jesse. and i got screwed over bad with that. (speaking of which, i havent even seen him since he moved back up. brandon, however, did. he saw him at pizza haven and SAT DOWN with him and talked to him for awhile. but not about me, ha).
eh, i gotta go pay bills.