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Is it just me, or is it really irritating to have a song stuck in your head for days? Even if it's a song you like, it still becomes slightly grating on your nerves; don't you agree?
So those of you who are mutual friends have already read Brad's journal, about how we went for lunch and back to his place. I suppose he picked up on my feelings about the event rather well. It was just too weird to be back at his place in his room like old times, playfully bickering about the same old things, (ie: me messing up his room, not putting his marker back in the right place, and so forth). I suppose we tried to do too much too fast, 'cause I think I'm going to have to back off again. It felt too comfortable and it was difficult to remember not to lean over him with my elbows on his shoulders and try not to touch the computer screen... c'est la vie. Then his mom comes out with comments like "oh you guys are ment to be together.. why don't you just admit it?" And then I have to just laugh and brush it off, blah. Life is complicated and annoying!
On a different note, things are going well. I'm happy, although Jamey was acting strange the other night. All of the sudden asking me what I thought of him when I first met him, and if I was happy. Maybe he's feeling insecure with me hanging out with Brad. I reassured him of course and told him that of course I was happy, and so on and so forth. 'Cause I am. I've fallen hard for him, and he's a genuinly nice person, and funny.. which is important. He's easy to read too, which is fun. I always know if something is bothering him, just by looking at him. And I know just when he needs to sit and vent or whatever - he would lay on the couch and let me scratch his hair (or lack thereof) all day if I'd let him. He always sounds happy when I call too, and it's fun to have him say HOT over and over again when I'm feeling down on my looks or something.
Anyway... enough about Jamey... I'm blabbering on about nothing...
Not much other news... going to a stag this weekend, I'm excited and Jamey is perfecting his comedy routine.. it should be interesting.
Ta ta for now!!!
Love Me
So those of you who are mutual friends have already read Brad's journal, about how we went for lunch and back to his place. I suppose he picked up on my feelings about the event rather well. It was just too weird to be back at his place in his room like old times, playfully bickering about the same old things, (ie: me messing up his room, not putting his marker back in the right place, and so forth). I suppose we tried to do too much too fast, 'cause I think I'm going to have to back off again. It felt too comfortable and it was difficult to remember not to lean over him with my elbows on his shoulders and try not to touch the computer screen... c'est la vie. Then his mom comes out with comments like "oh you guys are ment to be together.. why don't you just admit it?" And then I have to just laugh and brush it off, blah. Life is complicated and annoying!
On a different note, things are going well. I'm happy, although Jamey was acting strange the other night. All of the sudden asking me what I thought of him when I first met him, and if I was happy. Maybe he's feeling insecure with me hanging out with Brad. I reassured him of course and told him that of course I was happy, and so on and so forth. 'Cause I am. I've fallen hard for him, and he's a genuinly nice person, and funny.. which is important. He's easy to read too, which is fun. I always know if something is bothering him, just by looking at him. And I know just when he needs to sit and vent or whatever - he would lay on the couch and let me scratch his hair (or lack thereof) all day if I'd let him. He always sounds happy when I call too, and it's fun to have him say HOT over and over again when I'm feeling down on my looks or something.
Anyway... enough about Jamey... I'm blabbering on about nothing...
Not much other news... going to a stag this weekend, I'm excited and Jamey is perfecting his comedy routine.. it should be interesting.
Ta ta for now!!!
Love Me