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Martyr [Jude/Guy, PG-13]
Title: Martyr
Author: igrab
Pairing: Jude/Guy, Jude→Robert
Written For: twincy
Wordcount: 257
Rating: PG-13
He's going to regret this tomorrow.
He's going to regret it and life will go on as always and he's going to be the only one who will care. The only one who will think of this past, oh, 2am(ish) when they all pass out in some state of undress. He won't be able to look Guy in the eyes again. He won't be able to look at himself.
Well, that's a bit of a stretch. He's always solved his problems with lots and lots of sex, and while fucking around with boy parts isn't new either, it's usually a much harder go of it so he ends up with the fairer sex.
But this was so easy. It was easy to be drunk and needy and ridiculous. It was easy to pick his target, easy to kiss all over his face and find his lips and it was easy to beg.
It wasn't easy to look across the bar in the half-light and see Robert, looking back at him, with an expression he couldn't name.
He's going to regret this tomorrow, though. Because Guy won't think anything of it and that, in itself, shows that he understands what it meant. That Jude was just trying, trying, trying.
And Robert won't be jealous, for two reasons. Because he knows it didn't mean a thing... and because there's no reason he'd be jealous in the first place.
Author: igrab
Pairing: Jude/Guy, Jude→Robert
Written For: twincy
Wordcount: 257
Rating: PG-13
He's going to regret this tomorrow.
He's going to regret it and life will go on as always and he's going to be the only one who will care. The only one who will think of this past, oh, 2am(ish) when they all pass out in some state of undress. He won't be able to look Guy in the eyes again. He won't be able to look at himself.
Well, that's a bit of a stretch. He's always solved his problems with lots and lots of sex, and while fucking around with boy parts isn't new either, it's usually a much harder go of it so he ends up with the fairer sex.
But this was so easy. It was easy to be drunk and needy and ridiculous. It was easy to pick his target, easy to kiss all over his face and find his lips and it was easy to beg.
It wasn't easy to look across the bar in the half-light and see Robert, looking back at him, with an expression he couldn't name.
He's going to regret this tomorrow, though. Because Guy won't think anything of it and that, in itself, shows that he understands what it meant. That Jude was just trying, trying, trying.
And Robert won't be jealous, for two reasons. Because he knows it didn't mean a thing... and because there's no reason he'd be jealous in the first place.