May 05, 2019 21:05
Today is just a jealous kind of day.
My best friend just left on her honeymoon. She deserves it and waited a long time to go. I am truly happy for her, but at the same time I am extremlely envious. I am supposed to be getting on a plane tomorrow at 11:47 AM to go on MY honeymoon. Today I canceled my tickets.
All sorts of people from UNE are posting about senior week and being done. Not me because I am a loser. A loser who gave up.
Like 6 girls from work are going to the Sox game on Thursday. I wasn't asked to go, but asked to work. Again, what a loser.
...I feel like I am still waiting for a light at the end of the tunnel.