big kids do big stuff.
I've been sleeping a lot better lately. Going to bed early, waking up early. Making it to a job i love and hate more and more every day. So i guess that makes it just about right. I'm getting paid really well and have made really good friends here. The kind you'd classify if you were .. lets say in highschool, as the inside classroom friends. That you never venture out with pass the classroom door.
I've rocked my patience like no other also. Put a lot of people behind me, beside me and in front of me. I have no resistance against doing what makes me feel good and right. It's funny, if you approach that in all the right ways, people respond so orderly. Maybe tho, its just the people i have in my life right now. Really cooperative, and willing to listen, or maybe just busy with their own lives enough to not give a damn about anything too much to kill-joy. All i know is that it gives me a chance to be 100% independent with all the luxuries of having a place to call, a party. hah.
And as for a home, I'm moving out. My dad is helping me with expenses, but we've been apartment hunting for the past couple of days. Then it's me. All me (&aroommate). The closest parental figure i'll have will be an hour away (&idontevenseeher), and i'll be doing it all a l o n e. Well maybe not too alone. I met someone, actually. Someone who for the first time in a while has made me smitten. I can't say its going anywhere yet, but we gave eachother one great kiss. His names Reggie. He's black/irish/native american. Hazel eyes gorgeous skin. Ga-ga. seriously. He's more accomplished that most 25 years olds i know and he's nineteen. Unbelievable. I met him in my work building. He's on the third floor. haha. we're such lame corporate babies! I'm hoping i can take him to Ria's birthday party this weekend. It's "R" themed in tribute to Ria. So you have to come as something that starts with an R. Seeing as how his name starts with R, i dont see the complication.
Nice, the sun is finally coming thru my window. i love just sitting at my desk and watching the blvd go by. i'm completely out of spontaneous writing so i'll amuse myself with some youtube.
I've rocked my patience like no other also. Put a lot of people behind me, beside me and in front of me. I have no resistance against doing what makes me feel good and right. It's funny, if you approach that in all the right ways, people respond so orderly. Maybe tho, its just the people i have in my life right now. Really cooperative, and willing to listen, or maybe just busy with their own lives enough to not give a damn about anything too much to kill-joy. All i know is that it gives me a chance to be 100% independent with all the luxuries of having a place to call, a party. hah.
And as for a home, I'm moving out. My dad is helping me with expenses, but we've been apartment hunting for the past couple of days. Then it's me. All me (&aroommate). The closest parental figure i'll have will be an hour away (&idontevenseeher), and i'll be doing it all a l o n e. Well maybe not too alone. I met someone, actually. Someone who for the first time in a while has made me smitten. I can't say its going anywhere yet, but we gave eachother one great kiss. His names Reggie. He's black/irish/native american. Hazel eyes gorgeous skin. Ga-ga. seriously. He's more accomplished that most 25 years olds i know and he's nineteen. Unbelievable. I met him in my work building. He's on the third floor. haha. we're such lame corporate babies! I'm hoping i can take him to Ria's birthday party this weekend. It's "R" themed in tribute to Ria. So you have to come as something that starts with an R. Seeing as how his name starts with R, i dont see the complication.
Nice, the sun is finally coming thru my window. i love just sitting at my desk and watching the blvd go by. i'm completely out of spontaneous writing so i'll amuse myself with some youtube.