do-naughts.
Establishment is a common enemy of mine. Things People Places. All of the above. I am the anti establishment. Theres so many flexible walls with me and upside down stairs and a lot of the time no floors. Im plummeting down an endless black hole and no one wants to save me. I guess no one thinks i need saving but me. I'm always saving someone else. I'm always helping out my fellow man in matters of the heart and addictions of the brain. I care about a race of people that on a regular basis disappoint me or discard me and i'm fucking done. Over the hump of heartaches and headaches. Over you and your inconsistent attempts to make me feel better and worse. Its no wonder i have a childhood infatuation with Superman, because his biggest issue is, kryptonite, while everyone elses is... drugs, girls, alcohol, money and death. Theres no helping some people when the timing is right. Because they're going by a clock that lost its hands a long time ago. Accomplishment is all matter of opinion and my opinion, however distorted to you, is that you are accomplished the moment you take ur first breath. Being born is accomplishment to me. Driving fast cars and buying big homes or having "fat cash" can give you satisfaction for your foot, your ass and your pockets, but whos giving you satisfaction for your heart? You'll soon come to find out that everything you think you'll want or get when you're "accomplished" isn't at all genuine. It's false. It's at the "bottom", the time when you hate yourself the most that you should keep your eyes peeled for those things you want most. There they will be real and rewarding without any work. For me though, hahaha... for ME there is no bottom, thus there is no perspective, no horizon, no one there. Tunnel vision turned into blindness and now comes the schizophrenia.