bitter sweet
so in the past few weeks i've made some pretty interesting friends.
The new year has been kinda a wreck at first, but now schools here and
next I've got Drew visiting me (with Mest again, hah) & Christian's coming in march... then Paris this summer. If all goes as planned. Hopefully, diseases, natural disasters, death or bankruptcy doesnt prohibit me from just being able to live a nice life for the next year.
theres so many things i'd like to get off my chest at the moment and im praying i just keep my mouth shut and continue to be a good girl. im visiting my sister tonight and there, i know its comfortable to just vent the CRAP out of everything. Age brings such a better understanding for things.. which sometimes gives you exactly what you thought you never wanted. I want to want everything I'm presented. How do i go about doing that?
whatever.
The new year has been kinda a wreck at first, but now schools here and
next I've got Drew visiting me (with Mest again, hah) & Christian's coming in march... then Paris this summer. If all goes as planned. Hopefully, diseases, natural disasters, death or bankruptcy doesnt prohibit me from just being able to live a nice life for the next year.
theres so many things i'd like to get off my chest at the moment and im praying i just keep my mouth shut and continue to be a good girl. im visiting my sister tonight and there, i know its comfortable to just vent the CRAP out of everything. Age brings such a better understanding for things.. which sometimes gives you exactly what you thought you never wanted. I want to want everything I'm presented. How do i go about doing that?
whatever.