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my life is crashing down around me.
....and there's nothing i can do about it.
everything is hopeless.
all i do is cry.
NEWS:
my mom found my real "dad" and i wrote him a letter.
...she doesnt want me to give him our address though, which blows because i really want to hear from him (if he cares enough to write back that is)...maybe ill just put it in the letter instead of on the envelope. i really doubt he'll come all the way from Florida to like see me or us or whatever. he didnt care then, i dont think he cares now..but it's worth a try.
i feel like shit.
i cant handle things anymore.
i just want to die.