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tonight, i sat
and watched the smoke as it billowed
and fell into nothing
and it looked like my life.
i thought of all those times
when we would walk down the street,
smoking.
we were so stupid then.
i'm still so stupid, now.
i will always be stupid.
and fall into nothing.
i'll always be lost.
missing.
missing something.
missing something that i'll never have.
and the smoke turned to ash
and i named it after myself.
and i am alone.
and watched the smoke as it billowed
and fell into nothing
and it looked like my life.
i thought of all those times
when we would walk down the street,
smoking.
we were so stupid then.
i'm still so stupid, now.
i will always be stupid.
and fall into nothing.
i'll always be lost.
missing.
missing something.
missing something that i'll never have.
and the smoke turned to ash
and i named it after myself.
and i am alone.