i guess i was wrong
wow im in the lamest of lamest moods...i thought that i had finally found a decent AMAZING guy amidst all the boys i have ever met. but i was wrong.i even thought that i loved him, maybe i did at one point. he made me feel like i was the only one, and i fell for it. i let my guard down and let him into my heart. but he's hurt me. i guess you could say i saw it coming but ignored the signals. i didnt want to think that maybe, just maybe i was "being played" here. but in all actuality i was. and i blame only myself for falling for it. damn...