Oct 30, 2011 14:21
I know I tell myself I'm contented with a quiet birthday, to just have a normal dinner with the family as always, I'm grateful for all the birthday wishes, but why do I feel I want something more?
It's so painful to want something but I can't do anything to get it. I know my greatest sin is envy and oh, what would I give to get rid of it. It's times like these I feel emotions are a nuisance, a burden, a liability.
So passes my 23rd birthday...