beezelbubs
ayo im so happy it rained.
im so happy im leaving thornhill next year.
im so happy that i realized a lot of things and i dont need to keep this bullshit up any longer.
people never change, although their style in music and the way they look and the way they pretend that they act may change. but i guess you cant really say you know someone until you know someone. becasue people put up an act all the time to be accepted.
sorry i speak my mind and say what i want to say. clearly people have issues with that but i dont really care any more.
what can i say? its sad to feel this way concidering you wont even look at me, and i introduced you to the friends your hanging out with. but please dont act like im invisible dont forget a few months back how inseperable we were. and dont get all grrfaced at this either becasue you know what this is the only way youd ever even listen to me. clearly im not good enough to be your friend. but a few months ago when you felt like you had no one i was the only one there for you. and you were the only one there for me. clearly i wont forget that. but its easy enough for you to dump bestfriends. i guess it isnt for me. when im not there next year. or there in the summer. or there when your parents piss you off or your brother staples your head. or your retard cat runs away. maybe youll miss me. maybe im the only one sad by this. you say you hate everyone i guess im included. maybe you used me as a friend until you found cooler and better ones. maybe ill be the only one wholl cry and wish you never just started hating me, or wonder if your thinking of me too. or wonder if when you go see harry potter in november if youll cry becasue you know id be crying too. maybe im just a retard and got to close to fast. but i thought you were my soulmate and you knew everything. and maybe things will never be the way they were. maybe its best we dont talk. it seems we fight more than were friends. you get to angry to fast at me and i cant take that. i stopped talking to jake i wanted to tell you that. i might get a job i wanted to tell you that. xena puked cookies all over my bed i wanted to tell you that too. but i cant.
i guess ive been babbling on too long. or maybe not long enough. maybe youll never read this becasue why would you want too.
i found a top to buy for your bday but who says ill even get to see you on that day. i just wish i was perfect in your eyes so that youd still talk to me and be there for me like you used too. maybe this letter will just make you hate me more. but just think only 4 days left till you never have to see this again.
im so happy im leaving thornhill next year.
im so happy that i realized a lot of things and i dont need to keep this bullshit up any longer.
people never change, although their style in music and the way they look and the way they pretend that they act may change. but i guess you cant really say you know someone until you know someone. becasue people put up an act all the time to be accepted.
sorry i speak my mind and say what i want to say. clearly people have issues with that but i dont really care any more.
what can i say? its sad to feel this way concidering you wont even look at me, and i introduced you to the friends your hanging out with. but please dont act like im invisible dont forget a few months back how inseperable we were. and dont get all grrfaced at this either becasue you know what this is the only way youd ever even listen to me. clearly im not good enough to be your friend. but a few months ago when you felt like you had no one i was the only one there for you. and you were the only one there for me. clearly i wont forget that. but its easy enough for you to dump bestfriends. i guess it isnt for me. when im not there next year. or there in the summer. or there when your parents piss you off or your brother staples your head. or your retard cat runs away. maybe youll miss me. maybe im the only one sad by this. you say you hate everyone i guess im included. maybe you used me as a friend until you found cooler and better ones. maybe ill be the only one wholl cry and wish you never just started hating me, or wonder if your thinking of me too. or wonder if when you go see harry potter in november if youll cry becasue you know id be crying too. maybe im just a retard and got to close to fast. but i thought you were my soulmate and you knew everything. and maybe things will never be the way they were. maybe its best we dont talk. it seems we fight more than were friends. you get to angry to fast at me and i cant take that. i stopped talking to jake i wanted to tell you that. i might get a job i wanted to tell you that. xena puked cookies all over my bed i wanted to tell you that too. but i cant.
i guess ive been babbling on too long. or maybe not long enough. maybe youll never read this becasue why would you want too.
i found a top to buy for your bday but who says ill even get to see you on that day. i just wish i was perfect in your eyes so that youd still talk to me and be there for me like you used too. maybe this letter will just make you hate me more. but just think only 4 days left till you never have to see this again.