Oct 19, 2004 03:29
Why do I feel like everytime I sit down I should be doing something else? I ALWAYS have something else I should be doing and it's really annoying! I need to be doing my homework right about now. My weekly homework. I also have to write another paper on "the effects of divorce on the elderly". EXCITING shit, really. It requires a lot of research and of course there really isn't much on the internet about it. Shnikeys. Now that means I have to go to the library? I don't want to think about it. I'll just wait 'till the last minute, as usual.
I also need to be making new clothes for the new season. I need ideas though. And I need more materials.
I have been obsessed with ebay lately. I am selling some jeans on there now and some tap shoes for my mom. I also won 2 pairs of jeans! I am SO excited to get them! I got a new pair of Diesel and Sacred Blue Jeans too! Yeah! I hope they fit perfectly. If not, I can sell them on ebay again, or think of something else to do with them.
I need to think of an idea for Christy's wedding present! She got married SO long ago, and I still haven't sent a gift. SHIT. I hate giving gifts for crap like weddings. I want to give a cool thing, but I don't even know what she likes anymore. Help?
I also get to go home soon...to Prunetucky for my friend Pati's birthday party. It's going to be fun! She wants to be a party planner and so she made these foo foo invitations (very formal) I guess we are supposed to get all decked out!!! How cute, huh? And we are going to be served "cocktails". She and I have been friends since 8th grade...when we were GEEKS-O-RAMA...(bad bangs, clothes, acne and all) We were atrocious. But anywho, she is cool. And I get to see my sisters and my niece LEXI, or SEXY as I call her! I cannot wait to hug her!
Why do I love Lionel Richie? I have such good memories of just sitting on my bed and listening to this CD over and over and over thinking how great life would be once I got to leave home...not realizing how easy I had it. Kids are just dumb.
Speaking of kids, I miss my sister Joellene. She moved to Arizona to go to art school. I talk to her more now I suppose, but I feel all protective of her. "Are you eating?", "If you need anything, just let me know!". I feel like my mom, who, by the way is driving me nuts. She calls me everyday now. I stopped answering my phone. She just wants to hear me all happy and wants me to have new and exciting things to tell her everyday, but I don't have exciting things happen everyday. And if I'm not in a great mood where I want to talk, she thinks I'm mad at her. I can't win. I think that she is waiting for me to tell her I am getting married. Well, eventually it will happen, but there's no hurry. I have this theory that people get forgotten by family once they get married. It's like...your birthdays don't really matter anymore...Christmas in kind of...eh. I dunno. Am I wrong? I guess I just still want to be exciting to people, keep them guessing sort of. Especially my family. My HUGE family whom I adore. I think it is harder to remain an individual when you are married. When you are just boyfriend and girlfriend you can go to different places and people are like...COOL! But once you get married, it's like...OH WHY IS _______ NOT WITH YOU? IS SOMETHING WRONG? Ok, I'll stop the rambling. I do want to get married though, in the near future. :)
I LOVE BRYAN SO MUCH I CAN'T STAND IT SOMETIMES...it really is ironic that we met. I am so very glad we did though. I hope everyone gets to experience being with a person they just completely understand and love more each day. It's so.....indescribable.