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i think that i am starting to go insane. you know how everyone how hates monday morning? well i was about do something really crazy. i wanted to text everyone, "good morning! no i meant great morning!!! just wanted to say hi and wish that everyone has a great week at work and school! bye people!" since when have i been happy/energetic/vigorous enough to even think that monday mornings are by any means "great"??? i was actually looking forward to coming in to work, well not really, but lately i've been wanting to find excuses not to come into work. i ususally don't find a good enough reason and end up coming to work. but that wasn't on my mind today. i was perfectly ok in coming into work on monday.
i guess that there has been alot things that i manage to make clearer to myself. before it seems like i was walking around in a circle, blindfolded and in the dark to boot. i could be still walking in circles in the dark, but that blindfold is off now. there's always some light in darkness. i'll find my path once again. wondering did something happened to me? phsyically no, but i mentally allowed myself to accept more of an understanding. to accept the fact that life sucks, but it'll suck more if you allow yourself to be plegue by it.
with certain feelings or emotions, it's too hard to see when you're experiencing it. logic doesn't seem to hold any cards in this game, and so goes your senses of what is right and what is wrong. im not certain of what's going to happen in the next few months, but as of right now... the clouds have parted and my head is held up high.
when i opened up my eyes today
felt the sun shining on my face
it became so clear to me that everything is goin my way
i feel like there's no limit to what i can see
got rid of fears that were holding me
my endless possibilities
has the whole world opened up for me
that's why i'm feeling...
i'm feeling so good
i knew i would
been taking care of myself
like i should
cause not one thing
can bring me down
nothing in this world gonna turn me around...
now that day is turning into night
and everything is still going right
there's no way you can stop me this time
or break this spirit of mine
like the stars above I'm gonna shine
anything i want will be mine
tonight i'm gonna have a good time
call a few friends of mine
cause i'm loving life
and tonight's for feeling...
i guess that there has been alot things that i manage to make clearer to myself. before it seems like i was walking around in a circle, blindfolded and in the dark to boot. i could be still walking in circles in the dark, but that blindfold is off now. there's always some light in darkness. i'll find my path once again. wondering did something happened to me? phsyically no, but i mentally allowed myself to accept more of an understanding. to accept the fact that life sucks, but it'll suck more if you allow yourself to be plegue by it.
with certain feelings or emotions, it's too hard to see when you're experiencing it. logic doesn't seem to hold any cards in this game, and so goes your senses of what is right and what is wrong. im not certain of what's going to happen in the next few months, but as of right now... the clouds have parted and my head is held up high.
when i opened up my eyes today
felt the sun shining on my face
it became so clear to me that everything is goin my way
i feel like there's no limit to what i can see
got rid of fears that were holding me
my endless possibilities
has the whole world opened up for me
that's why i'm feeling...
i'm feeling so good
i knew i would
been taking care of myself
like i should
cause not one thing
can bring me down
nothing in this world gonna turn me around...
now that day is turning into night
and everything is still going right
there's no way you can stop me this time
or break this spirit of mine
like the stars above I'm gonna shine
anything i want will be mine
tonight i'm gonna have a good time
call a few friends of mine
cause i'm loving life
and tonight's for feeling...