Dec 07, 2005 18:41
I'm so upset and worried and going to have a panic attack because I'm an idiot and drinking caffine on top of all these other things.
Upset because my mom who pretty much promised that I would have a car to drive for next semester has gone back on her promise because "she has no money." BULLSHIT you just PAID for my sister, Heather's car which was about 2-3 thousand. How do you get off telling me that you have no money?! AHH. And apparently the HAVE to have a car for each fucking person that lives there (plus 1!!) because Heidi has a job again. You know what..fuck that..go pick her ass up like you used to do me. Hell, Heather works at the same godamn place!! Not having a car is the MOST INTERdependent thing..I have to have people take me shopping, give me rides home, I can't do ANY of my errands on my own. I have to wait until it's convient for another person's schedule to take me someplace unless I want to wait in the freezing weather for 15 minutes for the damn bus!!
I'm kinda anxious/worried about the interviews for the MA position. They keep changing times on me and I might have to get in there at 8am tomorrow..yikes! Gonna have to get to bed EARLY tonite. I really, really want this position. MA stands for multicultural advisor, the do a lot of work with helping the international students get acquianted with our school. They also provide social justice session, which teach civility and acceptance.
I can't believe that finals are next week..they shouldn't be too bad. I'm not really too worried about my grades for the most part. It should all turn out alright in the end.
Woot for game night on Baker 2 tonite!