Alone

Feb 18, 2005 09:51

I sick of being alone...

I'm sick of trying to meet people online...it just doesn't work, the best I ever get out of meeting a guy online was a friendship and that's all fine and dandy but i have enough friends.

I'm sick of going to clubs and watching all the happy little fags doing their happy little faggy things.

I'm sick of seeing most of the people around me have luck with meeting people and/or having relationships. I've actually become bitter to seeing my friends in happy relationships.

I'm sick of going to sleep every night wallowing in self ptiy because I don't see meeting someone that's right for me anytime in the near future.

I'm sick of being so successful in everything I do except the one thing I want to be succesful at.

I'm sick of my personality which makes everyone want to be friends with me and never anything more.

I'm sick of being sick of being sick of my life.

I'm sick of complaining about being sick of my life...on that note end of entry!
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