Jan 05, 2005 16:27
Okay, so, whee, trying this on again. As of lately I've been getting FRUSTRATED while writing in this thing, a prime example two entries down where I just couldn't go on. This is probably because I don't want to record what I don't want to remember, and I don't want to think about what people find interesting. O.o; Odd choice, considering this is my journal I should be able to say whatever I want, whenever I want but the fact is, 's just not the case anymore. I reread one of the first emails I ever sent to Rares and said that you should only write for yourself, for no one else, but... I write for others, I AM for others, that's just what I am. It's not extrovertedness it's... dislocating the attention I should focus on myself. Yes, I realize it. Yes, it's annoying sometimes. No, I'm not going to change that right now. So you'll have to deal. *flashy grin*
Whoo, strange want to NOT para-break there, but it'll pass. Found today I could really sleep anywhere so long as I had music playing in my ears. I mean, I've been sleeping on the bus for the majority of the year but they DO get SO fucking noisy yet I manage to block them out, go me. D'ya know if they make one hundred eighty minute burnable CDs? Because the eighty minute ones just don't do it for me in the morning. I listen to one and a half CDs then and I don't like changing the things out and deciding what to listen to next so if they DID make longer-thingy CDs, that'd be great. Wink wink, nudge nudge, birfday's too far awaaaaaaaay.
Fell asleep in math class today. Didn't mean to, but I guess I was more tired than I thought I was. Past few I've been good about learning the lesson and understanding the concepts, but today I just crashed. Teacher didn't mind; she didn't laugh at me anyway. Final for that on Friday; I will die even though it's really only a chapter test and a homework quiz. Need to do that homework~
Other notable thingy- Mr Marrero starting to speak more in Spanish in class. She told us the second semester led to more listening and speaking which is good, I guess, but I can't listen for crap. I can speak it just fine, but the listening part... my ears hear to slowly for Spanish or something. >< Also, good thing I was writing this... I've got to make up a vocabulary quiz in that class tomorrow. I really hope I even vaguely have the words written down someplace.
So. Got our Wednesdays back! Yay! Though realized we only got out forty-five minutes early instead of an hour. Grr. That extra fifteen minutes could be priceless~ But whatever. Didn't seem like the day was any shorter anyway. Wasn't a great day, wasn't a bad one just... kinda boring. Half the people I eat lunch with don't like my music so I can't ever play any for them without getting laughed at. Understandably, most of the crap I DO play IS supposed to be laughed at (like Gunter's "Naughty Boy" XD) but I mean, c'mon, just because it isn't show tunes or Queen doesn't make it bad! They kinda treated Klly the same way when she shared her Spanish country rap song, so that sista feels meh. I said I'd get some midget speakers and we'd go off to our own patch of grass and listen to FANTASTICO! musica. *nods*
Emailed Mr Connell about being behind pace and seeing if I was still dropped... gonna check on that once I'm done here. I REALLY should have at least tried to work on it when I was at Daddy's but I didn't so now I'm still~ suffering. I need to just finish the damned class and get it over and done with. Klly's done *claps* but, yeah, 'm not. *sulks*
I think that's enough to keep you busy with mundanity for now. Toodles, poppets.
PS: You're not a loser.