The Lost Passion

[gpallen]

So, how are things going for me?

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[basalt]

I think I pretty much had the opposite highschool/college run. I was such a total and utter failure in High School. I did absolutely nothing, accomplished nothing, got straight Cs, let my parents down, etc. etc. I think I realized after my senior year how not doing anything really kind of sucks huge balls so I worked my ass off in college. I mean, I could have worked way harder, sure, but I'm also kind of lazy by nature so you get the idea. I have a hard time relating to the not knowing what you wanna do with your life idea. Not to come off like I'm sooo awesome or something, I'm just one of those people you spoke about who's known what they wanna do since they were 5 blah blah blah. And really I am super grateful for it, but at the same time I find myself having a hard time relating to friends in your situation. I feel bad when people I know don't feel confident in their work. I want to say "well what do you want to do on a general scale?" I mean, sure I wanna draw and I wanna make money off of it but mostly I wanna be part of something important. Which makes me want to gravitate towards jobs working on an animation or game or in some kind of studio working as a team. So that's kind of the first step I'm taking. Of course I haven't heard back from the big job I've been applying for so just come back on Wednesday when I've no doubt been rejected and I'm sure I'll hate the idea of working for an animation studio haha. I don't deal with rejection well, so I can at least know where you're coming from no that end.
Uhhhhh this is kind of an aimless comment buuuut I'm sure that you'll figure it out soon enough :)