Please...I'm so worried..

[gozita2003]

I am worried..about my Mom. This job she supposedly is supposed to have hasn't been provided yet..and she was supposed to start work on Dec 1st of 2007. It's now Jan 5th and still nothing. She's being taking out loan after loan, asking my Grandmother for money. She sat there and told me to my face that she doesn't know how she's going to afford things in Feb...She can barely afford this month. And I didn't know any of this..She just seemed fine and smiled and went on with life.

For Chrissake, if I'd know this, I would have told her to forget the Christmas gifts, I would have paid for my hotel room. I didn't want her to become this stressed out, because it's been showing. She's ill due to this stress, as well as working outside in the cold.

I wish I had a job so I could help her. I would sit there and give her every single paycheck of mine, but I can't even get a job...And I just don't know what to do. I don't want to sit here and watch this happen. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of what might happen not only to us..but more so my Mom. That's all I've thought about lately is what can I do to help? And the answer is nothing but what she says..

God I wish I could help..I wish something would just..happen to help her out. Something, anything. I jsut wish it would happen before something terrible happens...