sha boo bha lah boopy
ah man. i'm ont he verge of fuckin up again.
aat least this time i see it coming...
now all i gotta do is sack upm talk to my profressors, and make every class (and start doing my online work for human sexuality)...
dude if i bum out on one more class, i seriously think my parenst will despise me. aGhGghgh!
okay. i'm not gonan fuck up, i'ma savage and i can ahndle this.
here's a lil to do list:
-call the doctor about my fucked up ass ears
-get back into working out (been hesistent, sinc emy ears are all fucked up)
-get on top of my schoolwork, this means lotsa library time!
-cut back on the drinking... it's almost been a month since i've turned 21, so it's about that time to cut the fuck back.
- be smarter about when i smoke... (sometime i tend to smoke, and then forget everything that i'm supposed to do)
-clean up my fucking room! omfg, this thing has been messy for liek 4 or 5 monthes, that MUST be a new record.
-clean up the house for Lawrence (he got stabbed this last wknd, poor chap)
-clean some clothes for my inetrview 2morrow
-stop being broke/in debt
-think of somewhere awesome tot ake a new lady i met (well... one of them... lets extrapolate on this//
Laides... Yah I was on a dry spell right before school started, same girls, same sex, same not inetrested vibes.
Then school starts.... okay i met 2 or 3 girls... solid. 1 in particular ( a freshman, none the less) is pretty much the type of girl that I've always desired... Down, fun, foxy, and laid the fuck back.
And then i turned 21.... omfg, pussy is gettin thrown at me from all directions.
It's fucking insane. All the breezees are coming outa the cutties for a piece... wtf?!
Well, i'm not complaining... Despite the fact that I really like this young lady Rose... I gotta keep it real.
I look at it like this.... it's her FIRST semester in college, this girl has got to spread her wings, and live some fuckin life! Despite the fact that we really enjoy eachother company, we get along great, we both love to burn, and god damn the sex is best.... I gotta have respect and let the girl do her damn thing... I mean, fuck.. i have for the past 3 years.
So, this is where i stand... We're dating (awesome)... and maybe after she sow's her oats a little bit, we can look further down the road (which I could see as totally feesible down the line, cause this girl is so fuckign chill... she doesnt try to control *HOLY SHIT!*, annnd she has the most amazing/hypnotizing blue eyes I've ever seen... fucking stoked is what i am!)
But until then i gotta be wiser about all these beezee's that have been hollaring. Hanging otu with all of them has really got me cramped for time (and hit my wallet hard).
I think it'll all be just fine and dandy, as logn as i start to designate "babe times" that dont interfere with school.
haha
man, i never thoguth i'd be in this predicament.
"who is this girl girl in my bed? what is this shit on my face? my god what is that awfull smell?" <- will these days ever be over? ...hopefully.
ha.
Okay, now i gotta get ready for work, and fidn my phone and wallet.
hot damn, it's been awhile since i updated this thang... so MANY blogs, so little memory.
westside.
oh yah, mama bear got me tickets for Damien Marley and Snoop Dogg, STOKED!'
aat least this time i see it coming...
now all i gotta do is sack upm talk to my profressors, and make every class (and start doing my online work for human sexuality)...
dude if i bum out on one more class, i seriously think my parenst will despise me. aGhGghgh!
okay. i'm not gonan fuck up, i'ma savage and i can ahndle this.
here's a lil to do list:
-call the doctor about my fucked up ass ears
-get back into working out (been hesistent, sinc emy ears are all fucked up)
-get on top of my schoolwork, this means lotsa library time!
-cut back on the drinking... it's almost been a month since i've turned 21, so it's about that time to cut the fuck back.
- be smarter about when i smoke... (sometime i tend to smoke, and then forget everything that i'm supposed to do)
-clean up my fucking room! omfg, this thing has been messy for liek 4 or 5 monthes, that MUST be a new record.
-clean up the house for Lawrence (he got stabbed this last wknd, poor chap)
-clean some clothes for my inetrview 2morrow
-stop being broke/in debt
-think of somewhere awesome tot ake a new lady i met (well... one of them... lets extrapolate on this//
Laides... Yah I was on a dry spell right before school started, same girls, same sex, same not inetrested vibes.
Then school starts.... okay i met 2 or 3 girls... solid. 1 in particular ( a freshman, none the less) is pretty much the type of girl that I've always desired... Down, fun, foxy, and laid the fuck back.
And then i turned 21.... omfg, pussy is gettin thrown at me from all directions.
It's fucking insane. All the breezees are coming outa the cutties for a piece... wtf?!
Well, i'm not complaining... Despite the fact that I really like this young lady Rose... I gotta keep it real.
I look at it like this.... it's her FIRST semester in college, this girl has got to spread her wings, and live some fuckin life! Despite the fact that we really enjoy eachother company, we get along great, we both love to burn, and god damn the sex is best.... I gotta have respect and let the girl do her damn thing... I mean, fuck.. i have for the past 3 years.
So, this is where i stand... We're dating (awesome)... and maybe after she sow's her oats a little bit, we can look further down the road (which I could see as totally feesible down the line, cause this girl is so fuckign chill... she doesnt try to control *HOLY SHIT!*, annnd she has the most amazing/hypnotizing blue eyes I've ever seen... fucking stoked is what i am!)
But until then i gotta be wiser about all these beezee's that have been hollaring. Hanging otu with all of them has really got me cramped for time (and hit my wallet hard).
I think it'll all be just fine and dandy, as logn as i start to designate "babe times" that dont interfere with school.
haha
man, i never thoguth i'd be in this predicament.
"who is this girl girl in my bed? what is this shit on my face? my god what is that awfull smell?" <- will these days ever be over? ...hopefully.
ha.
Okay, now i gotta get ready for work, and fidn my phone and wallet.
hot damn, it's been awhile since i updated this thang... so MANY blogs, so little memory.
westside.
oh yah, mama bear got me tickets for Damien Marley and Snoop Dogg, STOKED!'