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not yet written the next chapter of child. i'm so sorry, but i don't want to do that at the moment, because come out of this angst D:< and i don't want this. so.. when it will improve my mood, i write it!

i'm very tired and. sad. today is monday and i want friday, and weekend. i hate my school class, they're hypocrities. i want holidays. 
school destroying my imagination and my mood. i hate it. i feel constantly tired and sleepy. in three weeks i have exams for high school and i'm afraid. my mom will be angry, if i get few points :c 
and i think that i'm sick. i'm sick the whole live, but now more often hurts my heart. i have problems with heart D:< i'm the sick-kid :<

and i'm totally addicted from infinite - nothing's over. this is just.. amazing. 
and now i'm totally.. weird, sad, sleepy, without the will to live D:< 
and i need read some cute, fluff, dooseob fic, really D: i need it now, because my mood is so.. horrible. i so hate it ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

okay, i have to go sleep. yeah, i need it too. so.. i go to sleep. 
good night everyone, and have a good dreams♥