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[gowithit]

how fucking frustrating! i so thought i had the capability to resist.but i didn't. i failed completely.whatever, i can try another time when i don't feel too much like i'm on hand and foot waiting for this to happen. but i did pour my heart out completely to a boy who's leaving tomorrow out of state for quite some of time. he says i should have told him sooner, i really should of. i thought i could convince myself that he really wasn't important to me.

love,
marlene