well geesh
ugh i am soooo sick of school i am so ready for it to be over and now there is only nine days left so what is the point? i think there should b a set date for teachers to STOP assigning homework b/c i have sooo much tonite and i have practice all the way over in dunwoody but it is kind of my fault b/c i haven't started on it, but i have a problem, i'm just not motivated ne more like i say i'll do things i then i won't i keep on disappointing myself and feel like i have missed opportunities but i just am so worn out and just want to sleep for like two days and then wake up and go somewhere it doesn't matter where i just want to go. i feel sometimes like i am suffocating, like maybe i am bored b/c i am not in the right environment with the right people/ or maybe i just need a change of scenery, i am excited that i get to be a mom's and pop's leader i really think that god wants me to work with people, people are my passion especially kids and teenagers. but i don't know where to start, i guess church leadership is a good start. and plus i will get so many opportunities this summer at my job. which i have my mother to thank, i am going to work at her hospital as a transporter which is a person who gets to take patients to get tests or help move them around to rooms. (yes finally i can use that soccer strength) i think it will be a wonderful opportunity to get to meet new people and learn about their life stories. and now that i am on a new soccer team i get to meet a bunch of girls who i can already tell are wonderful. wow maybe i'm just itching for school to be out because i know my summer is going to be exciting, well i do have to get my liscence which i have been putting off for far to long lol i think i'm more than a month over do. i know i know i'm a pretty big procrastinator which is what i am doing right now by typing this and not doing my homework!!! w/e o well i just had to get that out. much love <333