Bounces!

Sep 23, 2010 19:28

eric_sookie_fix already has SIXTY watchers. That's pretty good for two days of business!

I'm feeling all Julie and Julia over here. That moment where she sets up the blog, posts, and then just has to sit and wait. Hoping for readers. Although, I am pretty damn sure my mom will not be one of my first comments. Mom is not allowed to watch True Blood - she would not approve. Although, if she could just get past the vampires, she might actually really like the books.

Now the pressure is on! I'm already two days ahead - with two entries written and coded and ready to go. I plan to do another tonight. I figure a good backlog is a good thing to have - especially since I'm all gung ho obsessed right now.

I was on the phone with dreamylyfe while her sister was visiting. Sister asked what we were talking about, and she flat out responded, "Gowdie's obsessed. Which makes sense, because she has a lot of stress going on right now." Yup, my level of obsession at any given moment is always equal and opposite to the amount of real life stress. I have a hearing to go to on Wednesday. I literally only slept for about two hours last night. And as I spent the night, rolling around in my bed, writing out in my head what I was going to say, THE ONLY way to make myself stop, and calm the heart rate down, was trying to refocus my brain to dreamily drifting over what sexy Eric/Sookie moments I could screen capture next.

It's a sickness.

Meanwhile, speaking of my mom. Every time I visit lately, she takes a chance when I'm not looking and tries to break the password on my Blackberry. I'm feeling a little bad about this. For her, it's becoming some big thing about proving how well she knows me. That she can get inside my head. But the reality is she will never, ever, ever, ever get it, because she does not have the frame of reference. But I can't just tell her. I am honestly considering changing it to something she might actually guess to let her off the hook. Dilemmas.
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