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everything was fine until he came to mind and now nothing seems as it did fifteen minutes ago when i was writing happy things down on paper.
i am so afraid of forgetting things like petting him and counting and expecting the same amount of kisses in return. and bumping his head into doors to open them and i am so sad and it is getting farther away with each day so fuckk
ummm went to el diner with kayla yesterday picked up where we ended. her boyfriend is in jail and her friends are no good and she wishes she was friends with my friends.
i am okay with keeping a journal solely for my viewing and rereading now because i need to keep track of things in some shape or form and i don't do it too often anymore.
i am so afraid of forgetting things like petting him and counting and expecting the same amount of kisses in return. and bumping his head into doors to open them and i am so sad and it is getting farther away with each day so fuckk
ummm went to el diner with kayla yesterday picked up where we ended. her boyfriend is in jail and her friends are no good and she wishes she was friends with my friends.
i am okay with keeping a journal solely for my viewing and rereading now because i need to keep track of things in some shape or form and i don't do it too often anymore.