Sep 19, 2008 00:42
Has anyone ever noticed that people don't really change? I mean seriously...the people that I know that were broke ten years ago are still broke. The people I know that had money ten years ago still have money. The people I know that were on drugs ten years ago are dead. If you knew me ten years ago I was drunk and I still am.
Some people try to change or pretend to be other people. I can see right through them though, like a paper target pasted in front of the backstop that I shoot .40mm rounds at.
I have seen people change but it's damn rare. I doubt I'll change much. I'll always be angry. I might quit smoking but I'll never quit drinking. If I do quit both then I'll be REALLY pissed off. I've been making money since I was eleven years old and I don't plan to stop that.
I often look at myself and I see how I am. I know what I am. I wonder if people that are losers ever look at themselves in the mirror. The losers I know blame everyone else for their problems. If I was them, I would take one look in the mirror and put a bullet in my head. Because I would know it was me. It was me that caused all of my problems. I'm guessing they weren't blessed with the vision that I have.