Epiphany
i just had an epiphany in the shower... i was listening to Bob Dylan - Times are changing... and i reolized i was being a hypocrite... heres the story
so this girl Christene Johnson... she dated my friend Michael in her 8th grade year... then her freshmen year my friend Jen went to my school.. well Jens mom lives in Portland so she walks around all the time downtown.. one time christene was down there and she recognized Jen. (christene diddnt know jen she just seen her around school) so Christene fallows Jen around all day long. they end up getting stoned and shit and jen runs into a bum shes seen at shows before. christene ends up having sex with him on a park bench.... the next year...my best friend, ally is dateing this guy THomas... and at a party he ends up having sex with Christene.... so obviously Ally is PISSED OFF when she finds out... Christene was in my 2nd period... she seems like a REALLY nice girl... so while ally is wanting to beat the shit out of her im telling ally dude... she probably had no clue about Thomas and you shes a really nice girl...a cupple weeks later i find out EVERYONE at the party (it was a small party) was telling her dude, dont be a whore he has a grilfriend... she said "oh its fine.. i dont care..." so i was defending this girl that whole time and she was a lieing slut... so i was pissed... but i could still handle her... that year goes by and drama goes on and off between her and ally... then at the very beginning of this year christene gets her license and calls up Michael... out of the blue... she and him took off for 4 HOURS.... they had me michaels grilfriend and ally worried to shit about him... i finnally found them in the fucking woods... then the next day i hear her talking about michael (who is like my little brother) saying he has a small penis... now she is "dateing" Thomas and he dosent talk to me anymore (when before christene we were good friends)... and she hits on ALL my dude friends and ive been hateing her for a long ass time now...
heres my epiphany...
im always saying how its a waste of time to hate people and if theyre gonna be stupid or slutty... then thats not your problem... but i hate this girl cuz basically shes a slut and uses guys...well and she lied her ASS off to me... also.. she is friends with my friend sam.. and its kinda putting him in the middle.. my friend summer is slutty too and she is still a good person.. Christene and i had some good friendly convos in hort before the thomas thing.. im gonna talk to her tomarrow... and tell her shes still not my favorite person, but im gonna try to get along with her...
if you evean fallowed any of this tell me what you think...<3
so this girl Christene Johnson... she dated my friend Michael in her 8th grade year... then her freshmen year my friend Jen went to my school.. well Jens mom lives in Portland so she walks around all the time downtown.. one time christene was down there and she recognized Jen. (christene diddnt know jen she just seen her around school) so Christene fallows Jen around all day long. they end up getting stoned and shit and jen runs into a bum shes seen at shows before. christene ends up having sex with him on a park bench.... the next year...my best friend, ally is dateing this guy THomas... and at a party he ends up having sex with Christene.... so obviously Ally is PISSED OFF when she finds out... Christene was in my 2nd period... she seems like a REALLY nice girl... so while ally is wanting to beat the shit out of her im telling ally dude... she probably had no clue about Thomas and you shes a really nice girl...a cupple weeks later i find out EVERYONE at the party (it was a small party) was telling her dude, dont be a whore he has a grilfriend... she said "oh its fine.. i dont care..." so i was defending this girl that whole time and she was a lieing slut... so i was pissed... but i could still handle her... that year goes by and drama goes on and off between her and ally... then at the very beginning of this year christene gets her license and calls up Michael... out of the blue... she and him took off for 4 HOURS.... they had me michaels grilfriend and ally worried to shit about him... i finnally found them in the fucking woods... then the next day i hear her talking about michael (who is like my little brother) saying he has a small penis... now she is "dateing" Thomas and he dosent talk to me anymore (when before christene we were good friends)... and she hits on ALL my dude friends and ive been hateing her for a long ass time now...
heres my epiphany...
im always saying how its a waste of time to hate people and if theyre gonna be stupid or slutty... then thats not your problem... but i hate this girl cuz basically shes a slut and uses guys...well and she lied her ASS off to me... also.. she is friends with my friend sam.. and its kinda putting him in the middle.. my friend summer is slutty too and she is still a good person.. Christene and i had some good friendly convos in hort before the thomas thing.. im gonna talk to her tomarrow... and tell her shes still not my favorite person, but im gonna try to get along with her...
if you evean fallowed any of this tell me what you think...<3