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okay.. so fucking choir consert was tonight... kinda exciteing... we pretty much didnt sound very good.. but ya know.. hehe.. UGH!!! so my new pal Sam showed up and hes TOTALLY not what i expected... hes like the SWEETEST guy ive ever met.. fuck me... AAAAH!! i think i have a little thing for him... JUST A LITTLE ONE!! it can be over come... (supieze grase.. although im sure you figured) at first i started like putting my arm around him just because this girl was like fallowing him around and all over him and he didnt want to be rude.. so i was like ill help you out... then he started talking and talking and hes just the cutest thing ever.. it will have to pass over for like a million reasons... first... my friend likes him and pretty much wants his nuts and so thats not cool of me... then second, hes a new one of "the boys" as i call them... theyre like someof my best friends ever and im one of the guys to them.. then theres a girl hes kinda dating... i guess he moves alot and she lives in frezno and theyre gonna get "married" or something and he seems real attached... UGH!! im happy i dont see him that often.. it will make it easier for me.. i wish aaron came like he was going to, cuz then he wouldnt have been so sweet... i hate when this shit happens.. it will pass i hope..