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so molly and i were talking about doing one of those entries where you tell like 10 or 15 people something you've always wanted to say to them without saying who it is. i'm finally doing it here. i know no one reads my lj, but i need to do it here and see if it's worth posting on my myspace where everyone i'll probably write about can read it. so here it goes...
1) i remember first thinking that our friendship went way too fast and maybe that would eventually hurt us. i see know that i was wrong and while we have had some rought spots i know you have my back and will take good care of me. i think our friendship is stronger than ever and growing. thanks for everything. i never feel like i say that enough
2) do you even realize how much i care about you? you are such a good person and there was a time when i was truly scared to be myself around you because i felt you wouldn't care about me if you knew who i really was. i've grown out of that and i still really care about you.
3) you are a beautiful person and sometimes i think you judge yourself too harshly.
4) when we first met, or rather, when i first saw you, i definately thought you were strange (sorry), but when i finally met you we quickly became friends and i realized how off my first impression was. i'm so glad that changed because you are so honest and open to anything.
5) we used to talk quite a bit, but now i feel like when we talk, i have nothing to say to you.
6) i remember the first thing you ever said to me. and i never told you this, but you were one of the first people to make me feel like i was truly part of a group. so thank you. that means more to me than i think you know.
7) you were the first person to even notice me at all. i probably wouldn't have anyone if hadn't been for you. you are absolutely hysterical and i admire how open you are to people and how you can saying almost anything to anyone. although i must admit, that sort of scared me at first, haha.
8) i'm still surprised at how quickly we got so close. i wish i could just tell you how i really feel, but i hold that back. i think that despite hearing different things, i'm worried you don't feel the same. that scares me because of how easily you can make me smile and feel good about myself
9) i know there's a 99% chance you won't read this. our friendship is something really special. i've told you over and over how i never thought we'd be best friends. what i haven't is that i used to think that would change. but over the past year, we've proven how strong it is.
10) i thought you were so pretty when we first met and even though you def didn't like me, that's ok. because we're friends now.
1) i remember first thinking that our friendship went way too fast and maybe that would eventually hurt us. i see know that i was wrong and while we have had some rought spots i know you have my back and will take good care of me. i think our friendship is stronger than ever and growing. thanks for everything. i never feel like i say that enough
2) do you even realize how much i care about you? you are such a good person and there was a time when i was truly scared to be myself around you because i felt you wouldn't care about me if you knew who i really was. i've grown out of that and i still really care about you.
3) you are a beautiful person and sometimes i think you judge yourself too harshly.
4) when we first met, or rather, when i first saw you, i definately thought you were strange (sorry), but when i finally met you we quickly became friends and i realized how off my first impression was. i'm so glad that changed because you are so honest and open to anything.
5) we used to talk quite a bit, but now i feel like when we talk, i have nothing to say to you.
6) i remember the first thing you ever said to me. and i never told you this, but you were one of the first people to make me feel like i was truly part of a group. so thank you. that means more to me than i think you know.
7) you were the first person to even notice me at all. i probably wouldn't have anyone if hadn't been for you. you are absolutely hysterical and i admire how open you are to people and how you can saying almost anything to anyone. although i must admit, that sort of scared me at first, haha.
8) i'm still surprised at how quickly we got so close. i wish i could just tell you how i really feel, but i hold that back. i think that despite hearing different things, i'm worried you don't feel the same. that scares me because of how easily you can make me smile and feel good about myself
9) i know there's a 99% chance you won't read this. our friendship is something really special. i've told you over and over how i never thought we'd be best friends. what i haven't is that i used to think that would change. but over the past year, we've proven how strong it is.
10) i thought you were so pretty when we first met and even though you def didn't like me, that's ok. because we're friends now.