Art...and things.

[gouya_killer]

I'm covered in paint. I think it's never quite coming off...but it's worth it. Except for some detail obsession, my competition piece...is done~! I'm going to spend the next several days utterly ignoring it, then I'll go in for last-minute touch-ups before it needs to be prepared for heading out with me. Going to be weird to not be working on

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[the_unseen_mass]

I know you don't show your art until it's time, but I'd love to see it. And I'll tell you at that time that you have no need to be nervous, babe.

Gonna KILL that bastard

...HIROSHI....is going to PAY.... Seriously? Once in a lifetime offer. I will defintiely come. I would come even if he wasn't playing.. You need your safety blanket for the flight.

Screened to Rin

Oh? You know you can talk to me about anything, Rin.

[gouya_killer]

You and Hiroshi both~ Maybe I'll have a private viewing of it, so I know what I'll be in for later. But, like I warned him...it's pretty dark. Not like you're used to seeing. And I'll still be nervous, anyway~

It's not like he actually GOT anywhere with me, babe. Tried some really cheesy seduction lines and a little "accidental" touching. And he "accidentally" got kicked in the balls~

He is~ I...wasn't sure if you'd be able to, flights to Lisbon are expensive, even more so at Christmas, so...he offered to pay, because he thinks I'm going to have a panic attack and destroy the plane or something. And I always need my Kei~

Screened to Kei

I know...I'm afraid to have this conversation, though, on some level...you know how much we love talking about feelings and shit, right?

[the_unseen_mass]

Dark how? Or is it just something I need to see?

Good, babe. Make him a fucking eunic

Shit...Christmas.... Babe. I'm gonna get you something awsome in Lisbon.

Screened to Rin

Not our strong point. Yeah. I know. Maybe it's time we swallowed it and talked about the mushy shit.

[gouya_killer]

Probably something you need to see. It's...well...the theme for this competition was "Memories," and I took the opportunities to...exorcise some demons, so to speak...about some stuff we've talked about before....

You mean, you don't want that pleasure~?

That...was the other thing I wasn't sure of...if you'd want to leave the country during Christmas. Mmmm...I'd have you with me, though. That's the most awesome thing I could have~ ♥

Screened to Kei

I think it's about time...yeah. Just...the mushy shit, feelings in general...yeah. Gotta get it out there. I do, anyway.

[the_unseen_mass]

Then I want to see it. More than ever.

I do, but I think you got it handled this time, babescreened to Rin

Then hit me with your best shot, Rin. I don't mind mushy shit from you, since you need to say it.

[gouya_killer]

Then I'll let you see it, love~

So next time, then~?

Screened to Kei

Not all of it is mushy, though...are you ready to hear that, too?

[the_unseen_mass]

And I'll tell you what I think about it when I see it. Won't hold anything back, just like always.

Hell yeah. Next time. I might just have to start sitting in on your sessons and oogle you. I can draw stick figures....so I wouldnt' stick out that much

I'm ready. I'm ready for whatever you throw at me.

[gouya_killer]

Well, that's going to make me a bit nervous~

Until you got called out for drawing stick figures~ Or until you realized that everyone else was staring and you came up and covered me up~

Screened to Kei

This...is hard to say. Because I've been internalizing this for awhile now. But...I don't know. It's just...sometimes...I feel...less like you want to go slow, and more like...you don't like the fact that I'm a guy. Like, I'm hot to look at, but the reality of having to touch me intimately like that, of being touched by me like that...leaves you cold. Maybe I'm being ridiculous, but...when I'm all suggestive, and ignored...it makes me wonder...if maybe...if I were a girl.....

[the_unseen_mass]

Don't be, babe.

It's modern art....or something...yeah...

Screened to Rin

If you were a girl...I'd still go slow. I want you to know that I love you. That's right. I LOVE YOU. I want to be with you. I don't wangt to just be some buy that does...stuff with you. I want to do...other stuff as well. But I've made you wait a long time. A long long time and I know I shouldn't have...and I guess it would ruin the surprise...but I was going to ask you if you wanted to.....while we were in Lisbon...cause it's mushy and warm and...yeah...

[gouya_killer]

When was the last time I wasn't nervous when it comes to showing something...big?

You can try to argue you're in an experimental phase~

Screened to Kei

I love you too, Kei...more than you can imagine, more than you can know, I love you. I've loved you for a long time. And...it would never be "just some stuff" to me. Even if you decided you hated it and didn't want to, again, it would always be special to me, for that reason. I never minded waiting for you. I...what I minded was almost feeling rejected because...I felt almost like...you didn't want me, not like I wanted you..... In...in Lisbon? Yeah...we can do that...that would be...amazing. Wonderful. Spectacular....

[the_unseen_mass]

Umm, never?

some bastard painted a fucking red dot

Screened to Rin

I wasn't rejecting you... And I want you so bad it's hard...all the time....but, I wanted it to be special. Our first time. Someplace nice...someplace special. And then when ever and where ever we want

[gouya_killer]

There you go~

Still hung up on the red dot? I'm going to get you that red dot for Christmas~ ♥

Screened to Kei

I know the feeling...it feels like there's never not a time where I'm not hard for you.... It will be special, Kei. It's going to be amazing and better than anything either of us have ever imagined. Because it will be us.

[the_unseen_mass]

It's a fucking RED DOT

Screened to Rin

So now you know and it's so happening. Just not right after the flight, cause I know you like and need snuggles.

[gouya_killer]

That you're OBSESSED with~!

Screened to Kei

No...not right after the flight...I know I'll be too busy kissing the ground~ And snuggling with you~ ♥ But later....

[the_unseen_mass]

Cause some fucktard got billions of dollars and got it in a museum. A RED FUCKING DOT. I scribbled on a math test once...where's MY billions of cash?

Screened to Rin

Kiss me instead of the ground? Unless the ground learned to kiss back recently

[gouya_killer]

Sweetheart...you need help...you're fixated on the red dot~ Yes, it's in a museum. Yes, the artist made millions. ...maybe I'm doing the wrong kind of art....

Screened to Kei

Mmmm...I would much rather be kissing you, believe me~ While snuggling you~ Because even if the ground has learned to kiss back, it still can't snuggle while it kisses~ ♥