I may be crazy
I've been feeling very empty without the intense NW training, so in poking the internet, I learned something very interesting~ Okinawa's holding an Olympic-distance triathlon in January...I'll be training for that now...that will be fun~ Need to get my bike out of storage NOW. Or when I go home, anyway~ Running I can take up again easily, and swimming...time in the school pool, and keep up with my open water skills~ Anyone want to join me~? ♥
I'm ready to take these art school applications, tear them into confetti, and run away to be a bum on the beach~ Especially the American schools. I've looked at the TOEFL test...and there's no way in HELL I'm going to pass that sucker with a high enough score that I'd get accepted. All those years of barely getting by in English are coming back to haunt me, now.... On the upside, I'm surprisingly stronger in Italian than I bet anyone would've ever guessed~
Next weekend is the "engagement" party, and my mother's obsessing~ Hana's obsessing now, too, and since she's here in Tokyo...I get to hear about it a lot more. I'm not sure that Kei or I really care about flowers...do you, Kei? Because they don't mean too much to me, one way or another. If you have a preference, though, better let Hana know, since she seems to be unofficial florist....
My therapist wants to put me back on anti-depression meds, and I'm fighting this tooth and nail. I haven't been that bad lately...have I? I thought I was doing better, but if I haven't been, you you be the two I'd trust to not only know, but tell me about it.
This is upsetting me more than anything else.
I'm ready to take these art school applications, tear them into confetti, and run away to be a bum on the beach~ Especially the American schools. I've looked at the TOEFL test...and there's no way in HELL I'm going to pass that sucker with a high enough score that I'd get accepted. All those years of barely getting by in English are coming back to haunt me, now.... On the upside, I'm surprisingly stronger in Italian than I bet anyone would've ever guessed~
Next weekend is the "engagement" party, and my mother's obsessing~ Hana's obsessing now, too, and since she's here in Tokyo...I get to hear about it a lot more. I'm not sure that Kei or I really care about flowers...do you, Kei? Because they don't mean too much to me, one way or another. If you have a preference, though, better let Hana know, since she seems to be unofficial florist....
My therapist wants to put me back on anti-depression meds, and I'm fighting this tooth and nail. I haven't been that bad lately...have I? I thought I was doing better, but if I haven't been, you you be the two I'd trust to not only know, but tell me about it.
This is upsetting me more than anything else.