I'm sorry.....
I tried. I tried as hard as I could, but...I lost. And yeah, I know I lost to Tezuka Christ, so there shouldn't be any shame in that, but...I still feel it. I wonder...if there's anything I could've done differently.... Logic says no, but....
Yeah.
Sorry Hiroshi, Bane. I guess those official matches won't be happening now....
Curse you, Tezuka Christ~!
Even with this, though, it can't kill the amazing feelings I carried into that match with me, though. Every win I had, it had a certain someone's name on it~ ♥
Kei...I know I told you last night just...how amazing I thought you were. And still think you are. That really was...the best I've ever felt and the best night I've ever had. And you can mock me later for being a fucking sap, yeah.
Yuu...I need to talk to you, soon. Kei...wants me to move into his room with him....and I want to do that, too. I don't want to just...leave you roomieless, though, not after we've been together so long. At least, not without warning, 'cause you deserve that. So...tell me how you feel?
I...can't help but wonder if my little spar with Bane had something to do with my loss. Not that I'd change how that ended, 'cause we can both still play, and spar, and do what's important to us. But...yeah. It hurt, and it was harder to breathe sometimes. Not going to tell Bane that, though. My sea god feels bad enough as it is.
And...I'm still buzzing from last night~! I...I have to say...I think waiting made it better, and...I don't think either of us are ready for SEX yet, but...oh my god. The way he looked, felt...fuck...never been anything better or hotter in my entire life. And if just him jerking me was that good...sex with him's gonna kill me from awesomeness~ ♥
Yeah.
Sorry Hiroshi, Bane. I guess those official matches won't be happening now....
Curse you, Tezuka Christ~!
Even with this, though, it can't kill the amazing feelings I carried into that match with me, though. Every win I had, it had a certain someone's name on it~ ♥
Kei...I know I told you last night just...how amazing I thought you were. And still think you are. That really was...the best I've ever felt and the best night I've ever had. And you can mock me later for being a fucking sap, yeah.
Yuu...I need to talk to you, soon. Kei...wants me to move into his room with him....and I want to do that, too. I don't want to just...leave you roomieless, though, not after we've been together so long. At least, not without warning, 'cause you deserve that. So...tell me how you feel?
I...can't help but wonder if my little spar with Bane had something to do with my loss. Not that I'd change how that ended, 'cause we can both still play, and spar, and do what's important to us. But...yeah. It hurt, and it was harder to breathe sometimes. Not going to tell Bane that, though. My sea god feels bad enough as it is.
And...I'm still buzzing from last night~! I...I have to say...I think waiting made it better, and...I don't think either of us are ready for SEX yet, but...oh my god. The way he looked, felt...fuck...never been anything better or hotter in my entire life. And if just him jerking me was that good...sex with him's gonna kill me from awesomeness~ ♥