so let me slip away....
whoa...i need to vent...it all started out with this massive downward spiral that i can't seem to control how fast im sliding down. The type that you don't have the time to actually feel what you are feeling. You are just existing. All of this has to deal with Love...or something like it. Everything that is remotely close to guys...seems hopeless and just redundant. Im very much sickened by my routines and constant hang ups with guys. I have finally realized after all...I am pretty much alone. That I don't think anyone can feel a shred of...an ounce of...or if they can even fathom what I feel. I am a lost hopeless romantic with no desire to break my anticipation...that all the pent up emotions are just what i think i should feel. But if i put this all into perspective...life can get worst...don't think it can't...one you do...it will.