Sep 01, 2009 21:30
ohmygod. I just went to this film screening for my Latino Literature class and it might possibly have been the worst film I have ever fallen asleep during in my entire life. It was 100 minutes but I just couldn't handle it so I totally left after the first hour. Whatever.
I updated my schedule again because I can't take these French classes because I am literally too poor to afford the books. Cool. Good thing there are some other factors that contribute to me not caring. Sometimes, I wish I had more control or at least knowledge of my own personal finances. It almost makes me feel guilty to be going to college because my mom is in a constant state of worry and sadness and crazy because we simply don't have the money for it. It's also really frustrating that I have to rely on other people and their credit scores and this thing and that in order to take out loans and other shit that I just don't even understand. I just feel like it's not fair for me to have to suffer because of other peoples mistakes; especially when Im somebody who doesn't make any significant mistakes myself.
Enough of that for now. I generally like to let other people do all of the stressing and the worrying anyway. No point in changing that now.