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[gouldinator]

I hate the fact that I fall in love too easily.
I hate the fact that I am so lonely.
I hate the fact that I will probably settle for the next thing that comes along.
I hate the fact that I can't seem to get laid, or at least get someone to cuddle with me.
I hate the fact that I get used.
I hate the fact that I let myself get used.
I hate the fact that I will keep my fucking mouth shut to preserve a friendship.
I hate the fact that I am such a good friend, that I will put my emotions on hold to set them up with someone.
I hate the fact that I do that even when I have very strong feelings for that person.
I hate the fact that I can't seem to find anything at all to be happy about.
I hate the fact that I can't help but to feel like I've wasted my life.
I hate the fact that I look in the mirror every day and can't find anything positive to say to myself.
I hate the fact that I wake up every day and wish I hadn't.
I hate the fact that I don't want to be here anymore.
I hate the fact that I feel like my only option is to go out to the desert and get lost...