so discontent, yet very content

[goudy]

i miss people, probably some more than i really should. which probably isnt very smart at all. random comment: i dont like noise of people around me when i need to be alone. i have no want to work, but i know i have to... but the movie theatre really isnt for me. rebecca was right, i never wanted to ever work there, so why did i apply? i need a nice place where i want to work.
i have just recently come to the conclusion that i shouldve been a film student. thats what i wouldve loved to do more than anything.
& im antsy now so ill stop talking because ill say something stupid.

ps. hot guys in my spanish class