WARNING: to anyone who is one of my best friends read with CAUTION
Laura - Saulnier
Rebecca - John
Jessica - Marc
Cheryl - Hammy
Renée - well basically Gerard
Christina (me) - all alone
I am the odd one out in all respects. Normally I wouldn't have a problem with this, but now I do. I mean I am always the girl that is single, whatever, that's fine, but I've always at least had a best friend that was single too, at least one. No longer is this true. They all have someone which makes me feel sad & lonely, but more so the odd one out, the 3rd wheel (or in some cases the 5th, actually let us just say the odd wheel). I really don't want a boyfriend because I don't have any interest in one at the moment, mostly because I don't like anyone right now. No one to fancy, no one tickles my feather. But my friends would prefer to say that no one is good enough for me, because that is the line that is going to make me feel better about it. And they are all like "don't worry you'll find someone" (or something like that), easy for them to say with their boyfriends standing next to them. Now this is not me saying that I'm not happy for them to have their male associates, it's me ranting about the fact that I'm the odd one out (it's like as if I were ranting about being the only one with blond hair).
Oh & I met this Gerard character tonight. Renée picked a good one, as he's really nice. And I saw Nicole tonight too, with her respected other as well. Then Renée drove us all home, & I was the 5th wheel. Anyways I'm done now... Wait no just a note to all of you little fuckers with boyfriends, don't tell me I don't need a boyfriend, because I already know that, & don't tell me that it is only a matter of time before I find someone. I need to hear none of these things, excpecially not from people who have boyfriends/girlfriends. I've just discovered my escape from this all; find another group of friends, one where everyone (or most of them) are single, & just hang out with them when all of those friends of mine are with boys that they happen to enjoy the company of. Goodnight.
ps. on a totally different note, my Dad called the other night, I miss him... but not too much, just a bit. He'll be up soon though for my graduation.
Rebecca - John
Jessica - Marc
Cheryl - Hammy
Renée - well basically Gerard
Christina (me) - all alone
I am the odd one out in all respects. Normally I wouldn't have a problem with this, but now I do. I mean I am always the girl that is single, whatever, that's fine, but I've always at least had a best friend that was single too, at least one. No longer is this true. They all have someone which makes me feel sad & lonely, but more so the odd one out, the 3rd wheel (or in some cases the 5th, actually let us just say the odd wheel). I really don't want a boyfriend because I don't have any interest in one at the moment, mostly because I don't like anyone right now. No one to fancy, no one tickles my feather. But my friends would prefer to say that no one is good enough for me, because that is the line that is going to make me feel better about it. And they are all like "don't worry you'll find someone" (or something like that), easy for them to say with their boyfriends standing next to them. Now this is not me saying that I'm not happy for them to have their male associates, it's me ranting about the fact that I'm the odd one out (it's like as if I were ranting about being the only one with blond hair).
Oh & I met this Gerard character tonight. Renée picked a good one, as he's really nice. And I saw Nicole tonight too, with her respected other as well. Then Renée drove us all home, & I was the 5th wheel. Anyways I'm done now... Wait no just a note to all of you little fuckers with boyfriends, don't tell me I don't need a boyfriend, because I already know that, & don't tell me that it is only a matter of time before I find someone. I need to hear none of these things, excpecially not from people who have boyfriends/girlfriends. I've just discovered my escape from this all; find another group of friends, one where everyone (or most of them) are single, & just hang out with them when all of those friends of mine are with boys that they happen to enjoy the company of. Goodnight.
ps. on a totally different note, my Dad called the other night, I miss him... but not too much, just a bit. He'll be up soon though for my graduation.