Dreams...

[goud21]

So, have you ever had one of those dreams that seems so real, you can't believe it wasn't real life? You wake up, realize it was just a dream, and it makes you sad to realize it wasn't? I woke up this morning after having one of those dreams last night. I still can't believe how real it was. I wish it was real. I wish it had been real life. But oh well, what can I do? Life still has the major hurdle that I need to get over. There's still that one thing I need to get past, but can't seem to live happily without. Most of all, lately I feel like I'm losing my friend. It's difficult to explain, but it just feels like someone is pulling away, someone who keeps my life balanced, someone who keeps me sane.

On a completely brighter note, I got my new car today :-) Definitely lots of fun.

For now, it's back to the thing I call life. If someone wants to try and explain it to me, I'm definitely willing to listen.