I'm fucking bored.
Well... I don't think I've done this for a while now... Anyways.. I'm really bored right now.. all I can think about is getting my license. It's gonna be great. Also.. lately I've been wondering if I'm bipolar. I'll be totally fine and content.. then out of no where I feel lonely, sad, and horrible about myself. I don't know for sure if it's real or not.. maybe it's just a psychological thing. Maybe I'm thinking about it too much.. making it worse? All I know is.. I've never felt so alone. I don't want to end up on Xanax or something... I think I need a girlfriend.