Nov 08, 2008 14:49
About 5000 SEK. That's how much I have to pay before I get the nets back. (3000 of that money is just deposition money, but still... -_-;;) And seriously. I'm getting anxiety attacks from this. Minor ones, but still. Can't sleep. Depressed. All the good stuffs. Most of it comes from feeling so isolated though, and that you're less of a human being if you don't have enough money, and if the The Swedish Enforcement Administration has put one or several credit scores on you, you're busted and really not worth much. Ugh. I know, I know, I've put myself in this position, but that doesn't really make me feel any better about the whole mess. Guh. Just needed to get that off my chest.
woe is me,
real life,
fail,
money,
i am stupid,
internet