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[gottiloveme]

okay so today was better than yesterday..i m still kinda mad at myself but not at the same time..this time it was only partially my fault..i wanted to go up to him after school but he was with his friends so it woulda been weird..then i was thinking..i have no idea what i am going to say..i guess it will be spur of the moment? i was about to go up to him..then[of course there is always a then...] our cars came..at the same time..not cool..well..i am definatley doing it tommorow morning..now i am nervous because i know its going to happen..this is my plan go up to him: 'heyy ive seen u around and heard that u r real fun to hang out with..maybe we could get to know eachother better?' [wait for response...] ask for his s/n or hopefully hell ask me for mine !! [not very likely]..k well thats the plan so comment on ur ideas to polish it up ? lets just pray i have a good day tommorow..and that it starts out good too..
. m a l l o r y *

im done..i think