Got to much time to drink and no coke to think...
So I basically have, to an extent anyways, come to a sort reason/fork in the road that is my life. (the next couple of sentences Im going to try to make vague if you know me you will know what IM talking about if you dont. Jeez I guess you have to guess)
So Im to the point now where in a couple of years I will finish up with school and have a degree and with that I can successfully pursue a career in construction where I will be making a good living and will be able to do the things that a functioning member of society does, i.e. Buy a house get married have some kids all that stuff. Or I can continue with this whole music thing IM doing. I know that seems like a big step to the left, but without spilling to much things are looking alright at this point. My guitar playing while not "AMAZING" is good and solid and everything else is just kinda clicking. But really what happens if I get some sort of schpeel and a contract thrown towards me? Will I be happy? Can I pursue something that I have wanted for so long without having a person to share in it with me. Its just kinda wierd right now and I really wish my friends and my band were still around for some of the stuff that I have heard from some of the people that I have heard it from. It would be nice.
With that said....this week should be good and I need a new pair of jeans.
Im shooting for tight and dirty.
So Im to the point now where in a couple of years I will finish up with school and have a degree and with that I can successfully pursue a career in construction where I will be making a good living and will be able to do the things that a functioning member of society does, i.e. Buy a house get married have some kids all that stuff. Or I can continue with this whole music thing IM doing. I know that seems like a big step to the left, but without spilling to much things are looking alright at this point. My guitar playing while not "AMAZING" is good and solid and everything else is just kinda clicking. But really what happens if I get some sort of schpeel and a contract thrown towards me? Will I be happy? Can I pursue something that I have wanted for so long without having a person to share in it with me. Its just kinda wierd right now and I really wish my friends and my band were still around for some of the stuff that I have heard from some of the people that I have heard it from. It would be nice.
With that said....this week should be good and I need a new pair of jeans.
Im shooting for tight and dirty.