Hey! Get, get, get, get, get over it!

Aug 15, 2007 18:11

I know I get overworked sometimes, and I start to act stupid.
But I leave for college in less than a week and I feel like I'm back in elementary school.
Feeling blamed for everything really starts to feel shitty.
Always having someone mad at you and not knowing exactly why becomes absolutely ridiculous.
I'm no more to blame than anyone else, but it seems all on me.
Then I'm told over and over that it's all in my head.
But anytime I speak, just as soon as one word comes out, I'm judged or called a liar, or made to feel shitty not only for the choices I make, but the people in my life.
Just because you don't agree doesn't mean you have to tell me every single chance you get.
This will never happen again, you know it as well as I do.
The four of us will never be able to be all together.
That was supposed to mean more to you than it does to me.

And on a side note, in a year you're more likely to talk to me than you are him.
It won't last and you know that.
Previous post Next post
Up