...One of thoes weeks

[gottaluvdrums]

Well its been one of thoes weeks and its only Wednesday...I don't know its like whatever could possibly have a chance of going wrong, it does. Why is that? I don't know either. I feel like I'm iritable all the time to mostly everyone...and no its not PMS...I don't like putting up with people's crap. But I'm not the only one who's like this, this much I do know. It seems like the world is mad at itself or eachother for something and no one knows how to fix it. There are like 6-7 friends of mine that can acutally put a smile on my face. Isn't that sad? Tons of people usta be able to do that, but lately its been like 6-7(ish) people that I acutally look forward to seeing. Everyone else I'm like, uhh no please don't talk to me. I haven't carried on a real conversation with J.B. all week. Isn't that terrible?!?! We're such good buddies and we're like hardly talking. I also realized I don't have time to do anything. I stopped doing my geometry homework because its only worth 5 points, and I don't do my english homework when we get it. Its not like I don't care because I do, and I get mad at myself for not doing it, but still...I just don't. I don't have time to breath, I don't have time for hanging out with my friends. I don't have time to do anything but eat, sleep, school, and march. I'm glad we only have 3 weeks left. I'll be glad when we give the final "band dismissed". Its overstimualting to have to have practice with the same people every day but Sunday. I think we don't have practice on Sunday cause half the band would be at church. Hutch is expecially stressing because we have our first real competiton Saturday at West Bloomfield...South Lyon will be there... Great... We're all stressing over that too... I think I need a day off. A day to catch up on my sleep, and just have some Kelsey only time. Of course I dont ever get that.. EVER...

Well I'm supposed to be "checking to see how many pictures we need on our gay history assigment".. so I guess I better get back to doing that..

xoxo