Nov 09, 2005 21:48
my first fall in boston..
it's really beautiful here.
i always thought that new jersey had beautiful falls but Boston trumps all...
i'm liking it more and more here.
it's becoming more of my home and less of a place that I just happen to be staying.
the other day i took a nice walk back from classes through a neighborhood behind my dorm and i just started to feel like i couldn't wait to grow up. there was a mom and a 4/5 year old little boy playing in the leaves...it made me want to be a mom, which is always hard for me.
i really appreciate the cold. it makes me want to snuggle near a fire somewhere with someone i love, or i should say that one that i love. too bad he's still in new jersey, well soon i'll be home. and then it'll be our birthday
i am starting to feel like i belong here..not that i didn't feel like that before but it's starting to hit me. i have always loved BC but being away from home is just finally getting easier.
so tomorrow is kim's accident day. it's going to be a hard day because i miss him but we are sharing a drink via phone.
I miss all of my friends a lot but i didn't think i would miss my boys as much as i miss my girls..kim and kyle obviously and dan.
i'm a lucky girl
...and it's taken too long for me to realize that
<3