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so i haven't updated in a while and i guess that's because nothing really is going on..
i was in boston to watch my sister graduate which was horrible because she loves college so much and i don't think i will ever feel that way about the school that i am being forced to go to because i'm not smart enough to get in anywhere else...
school is fine, we really haven't done anything for like weeks which rocks...i just have to make sure i'm out of bed in the morning and wearing clothes and then i'm fine..
i get more and more sad everyday about leaving high school...i hated it the entire time i was here but now i know that it really wasn't that bad and i'm going to miss a lot of things...my IS class has hated each other for four years but in the last 2 months...probably because of europe...we've gotten a lot closer and i'm going to miss people that i didn't think i would miss before..
tonight is the forensics party and it's going to be so hard for me to pretend to be happy because i'm not...i have happy days and happy moments like when i'm with my friends but overall i have nothing to look foward to in the coming months while everyone else is excited about going away to school and working at a special summer job..just a constant reminder of how shitty college has ended up for me...
my nose is running and i can barely breathe...is it may or november?
i was in boston to watch my sister graduate which was horrible because she loves college so much and i don't think i will ever feel that way about the school that i am being forced to go to because i'm not smart enough to get in anywhere else...
school is fine, we really haven't done anything for like weeks which rocks...i just have to make sure i'm out of bed in the morning and wearing clothes and then i'm fine..
i get more and more sad everyday about leaving high school...i hated it the entire time i was here but now i know that it really wasn't that bad and i'm going to miss a lot of things...my IS class has hated each other for four years but in the last 2 months...probably because of europe...we've gotten a lot closer and i'm going to miss people that i didn't think i would miss before..
tonight is the forensics party and it's going to be so hard for me to pretend to be happy because i'm not...i have happy days and happy moments like when i'm with my friends but overall i have nothing to look foward to in the coming months while everyone else is excited about going away to school and working at a special summer job..just a constant reminder of how shitty college has ended up for me...
my nose is running and i can barely breathe...is it may or november?