what a cool night...i have no idea why im feeling so i duno moved by God tonite <3

Aug 15, 2004 02:16

I have the most awesome friends ever!

I mean there are the obvious ones that i'm seen hanging with at school and outside of school the people that everyone knows i'm friends with.

but then there's Valerie, Kristine, and April
who just showed me the value of a few words
they all taught me more about friendship and loving eachother and life.
the three friends i've hung out with the least and never talked to on the phone for hours on end just taught me things, and made me feel so important.

april and i.. well we've had our problems but we're learning to understand eachother and today she made me feel like i'm really needed and like i make an impact on other people lives. that means soo much to me. I feel like maybe i'm helping her out wtih her relationship wiht God and being herself too... i just don't wanna be too pushy with it. Jen and I's quote works well here "act as you are or don't act at all. <3

kristine's awesome! it's sooo cool how we can relate about God. when we first met she believed so much more than me. i mean i've always believed but this past year made me so much stronger and so much more aware of the Lord. She's another friend that I can share my growing relationship with God with. That makes me sooo happy. and this year's gonna be hard, but we're gonna make it through together with eachother our other friends and most importantly God

And Valerie...well there are few words left to describe the level that our friendship was taken to today. and it's not my business to discuss what went on all i'm gonna say is that Reading your entry in Chazz's journal for the first time, i had this weird feeling so i went back to it for like a week, every day then finally i was like "what could it hurt to comment, u kno let her kno tht i'm going through the same thing maybe we could help eachother out" well that was clearly God's way of forming an awesome friendship. Tonite, i was once again moved to go above and beyond that regular 'feel better hun' comment. because she's more important than that. Val you're an amazing person and you deserve the world. everythings gonna get better and for once i'm not gonna give out one of my crazy quotes. love you sooo much

don't worry bujiefo's i dind't forget you...but tonite God brought me a few other girls to make me realize how much i love all of my friends and of course God.

i love you allllllll
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