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just found out that im definitely not graduating.
like, no chance at all.
its almost.. the worst feeling in the world..
ugh, im such an idiot.
ill prob be the only senior in summer school.
but as long as i dot have to go back next year, i dont care i guess..
so grampys thing is tomorrow.
i really dont want to go.
first, hes cremated so i wont even be able to se him one last time,
second, they are having it where my cousins wake was.
why on gods green earth would my mom EVER pick that place to have it? as if the siuation isnt bad enough, now im gonna think of her too and breakdown because of that.
im nervous.
i dont want to cry anymore.
on a brighter note, im wearing my prom dress, and shoes that i finally got, right now, just cuz i love it.
im getting it altered tomorrow.. im gonna pay the woman soooo much more money just cuz shes doing it in like 2 days.
ahhh.
i can not wait.
for the whole dy and night.. getting all done up,being with the people i love.
you said youd save me a dance.. lets see if ur gonna keep ur word..
thanks for talking to me about shit.
.. i never thought you of all people would.
i guess your not that different as you used to be.
okay im gonna go.
byeeee.
<33
*3 more days*
like, no chance at all.
its almost.. the worst feeling in the world..
ugh, im such an idiot.
ill prob be the only senior in summer school.
but as long as i dot have to go back next year, i dont care i guess..
so grampys thing is tomorrow.
i really dont want to go.
first, hes cremated so i wont even be able to se him one last time,
second, they are having it where my cousins wake was.
why on gods green earth would my mom EVER pick that place to have it? as if the siuation isnt bad enough, now im gonna think of her too and breakdown because of that.
im nervous.
i dont want to cry anymore.
on a brighter note, im wearing my prom dress, and shoes that i finally got, right now, just cuz i love it.
im getting it altered tomorrow.. im gonna pay the woman soooo much more money just cuz shes doing it in like 2 days.
ahhh.
i can not wait.
for the whole dy and night.. getting all done up,being with the people i love.
you said youd save me a dance.. lets see if ur gonna keep ur word..
thanks for talking to me about shit.
.. i never thought you of all people would.
i guess your not that different as you used to be.
okay im gonna go.
byeeee.
<33
*3 more days*