"This Is It."
So I went to the movie yesterday :)
Yeah. :)
I went with my lovely Mother, Mimi, and Sister to the 7:15 pm showing. I had been giddy the WHOLE day, I had actually gotten butterflies in my stomach,, LOL! gee XD Me and Mimi wore our Michael shirts, I had the white finger tape I specifically bought for that night XD my black & gold sparkly Billie Jean-esque jacket, and my fave heels :D So as for the movie, God, I don't even know where to start XDXDXD The entire thing, every moment, every single fucking SECOND was fucking fantastic.. unimaginable! beyond words! perfect! love! positive energy! MAN !! I made sure to sit right up front and center, because I knew it would feel like Mike was right there in front of my eyes dancing for me ! XD Like a real concert experience! And it was. Actually it felt more like a special VIP viewing, backstage behind the scenes sort of thing, since there really was no audience, just Michael working his magic in that space of his!! I did NOT want it to end, EVER! & it really felt like Michael's spirit was right there all around you in the theatre !!! :'} My eyes did not move from the screen for the whole 2 hours, except to glance at my family certain moments. ^_^ We all just sat there frozen in utter amazement and awe. I mean, to see him so up close and personal, doing his thing, perfecting his craft, it's just beyond mere human words!!!!! It was so, intimate. The opening was, <3 to hear those dancers talk of him so highly and lovingly. Goes to show those who don't know, what kind of person Mike was. :'} And it was weird I didn't like, cry..I thought the movie would make me so sad, but all I did was SMILE the WHOLE time, I was way too wrapped up in the excitement and the sheer joy of seeing him in the moment. ..the only time I almost got choked up was when the Earth Song video came up with the little girl :'{ {And it hurt a lot to think, GOD LISTEN TO THESE WORDS! Is everyone out there HEARING them! Why did the media IGNORE the amazing healing and inspirational work of Michael !!!!! The world needs this so bad right now. His words need to be blasted on speakers in every corner of the Earth} And hilarious Mike, omg he made me laugh SO many times, so many times!!!! I heard giggles from my family too at moments lol! Especially my little sis was so cute and adorable giggling XD There are soo many little special moments too, not just the dancing that are priceless, amusing, very very sweet :). I thought the thing he did for Smooth Criminal was SO FUCKING BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! awww man !!! HE HAD SO MANY BRILLIANT IDEAS !!! I wish Mike would have lived at least for just one concert! JUST ONE! Gosh I wish he could've lived one, to see his hard work come together with the fans there :'} Man...And I know for sure I am getting the DVD cause you KNOW it will have extras! But where the heck was the moonwalk and SC lean ?!!? :O lol!?
I agree with Oprah, that "everything in it's Divine right order". That because of Michael's death, more people will see this movie than ever before if he was still alive..isn't it sad though people can be more loved in death than life? I truly believe little by little Mike is shedding the twisted false image of him with things like this movie for example. I really really do.
I made a promise to Michael when he died
"Michael I promise you with
all my heart and being that your quote "Lies run sprints, but the truth runs marathons." will be fully realized one day. And I will continue so hard to help it on it's way to complete fruition. The whole world will know the real Michael Jackson, even if it's after I die, I promise you Angel."
One thing I loved so much about the movie was Michael seemed SOOOOO happy, no not seemed, I KNOW he was, really. It was so touching and amazing to see him smile so much, and laugh and everything ! I LOVE LOVE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVED that. Even though it's heart wrenching he died, it makes me feel a little bit better, believing he died HAPPY. It's not like he died during those trials or something, I truly think this was better for his soul, to go out, with a brilliant smile.
This movie made me take a good hard look at myself and my own Life, Mike always does that to me XD!! LOL It made me remember to continue to be positive and work hard to help heal the world and just be L.O.V.E. :) How Michael was.. every time I see him I aspire to be like THAT. He makes me be a better person every day. :) So yeah, I loved the movie beyond beyond soooooooo beyond words. It fills you with light and positive loving energy and faith and will leave you BURSTING at the seams with JOY!!! You'll be in ecstasy, such elation! And that energy he left behind, will continue to run through so many people all over the entire planet. It will win over darkness and negativity. ;] Just when I thought I couldn't love Mike anymore...man XD It will also give you great comfort, because to me it feels like the completion of some cycle, it's hard to put into words, but it feels like a great and grand ending. The final glorious curtain call!
This is it!
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thanks to Kenny Ortega(love that guy, he's a beautiful beautiful soul) and everyone single other person who was a part of this brilliant, ~*once in a lifetime*~ adventure. And Michael, we LOVE you more than you can ever imagine.
It's true Mike! YOU transcend GENIUS! ;)
God, you fucking transcend human Michael. ! The magnitude of your genius is simply,
incomprehensible. ;)
It still hurts, that I love you so much and I can't grasp it, I can't reach out and physically hug or love you, I would love so bad to be held in your arms.. FOREVER. I know you are here in Spirit, and that comforts me, but I wish I could touch you...GOD MICHAEL I FUCKING LOVE YOU ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
man i miss you.
<3
you make my Life worth living.
thank you for being my friend and like a real Father to me.
my, everything....:'}
Click to viewAND DID I MENTION, he looked achingly beautiful :)?
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and the way he touched the girls in the movie, *heart flutters*
in those moments my heart literally skipped beats XD
oh Lord, Michael would have made the greatest partner & lover ever, so gentle and loving and kind, he had such a soft beautiful approach. *sigh* and he had that most lovely gentle voice of his, the most comforting, loving, healing, sweetest voice in the world.